Marshall

Sometimes I notice my own tendencies that remind me of someone in my family. When I look at my family history, I see the same thing getting passed on over and over again, one generation’s problems and abuse continuing into the next. Sometimes I fear that I might become that way too, or maybe I already have and don’t know it. It’s something I’ve seen happen to a lot of people and I wanted to express the fear of becoming something you never wanted to be. That fear can be so consuming that it stops you from seeing how you are actually acting, to lash out, to become withdrawn, and ultimately become what you are so afraid of being…